If you were Bread
I’d rather suffer from anorexia

If you were Wine
I’d rather drink my blood

If you were Messiah
I’d rather be a Judas

If you were Devil
I’d rather be a holy church

 

If you were Home
I’d rather be cold

If you were Country
I’d rather be the enemy

If you were Mother
I’d rather be a miscarriage

If you were Father
I’d rather be a bastard

If you were Sister
I’d rather be unloved

If you were Brother
I’d rather be homeless

If you were Friend
I’d rather be lonely

If you were Love
I’d rather love myself

If you were Truth
I’d rather be myself

If you were Loyalty
I’d rather be a traitor

If you were Happiness
I’d rather be full of rue

If you were Beauty
I’d rather be a reflection of my soul

If you were Nature
I’d rather be a hazardous dam

If you were Present
I’d rather be a time traveller

If you were Future
I’d rather be an apocalypse

If you were Past
I’d rather suffer from a total amnesia

If you were Water
I’d rather be heat

If you were Fire
I’d rather be ashes

If you were Soil
I’d rather be salt

If you were Earth
I’d rather be the Sun

If you were Star
I’d rather be a supernova

If you were Universe
I’d rather be a singularity

If you were Everything
I’d rather be nothing

If you were Everywhere
I’d rather be nowhere

If you were Here
I’d rather be there

If you were Mine
I’d rather be dead by nine

If you were Unique
I’d rather be a plethora of You

If you were real
And only if we were to be
I’d rather Us ceased to exist

Written By: XGOD, 15.02.21
Photos Credit: Meghrak, Lebanon, Fall 2019, by XGOD

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